[ processing more than really asking. evaluating if having an offer of the lie offered up would provide the same comfort. but it had been a comforting lie. ]
I want to believe in it. That things could be that easy. That we could still have something like that. That I'm not just a mess.
[ she doesn't know what to say. he doesn't seem upset or even surprised, even if his words feel reserved. but she feels wrong for it. it's an uneasy sense in her stomach.
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But this is what she wants, and so— ]
Would you like me to give that to you?
[ is amended to: ]
Would you like us to give that to you?
[ He won't make her say it aloud. ]
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[ processing more than really asking. evaluating if having an offer of the lie offered up would provide the same comfort. but it had been a comforting lie. ]
I want to believe in it. That things could be that easy. That we could still have something like that. That I'm not just a mess.
Just for a little while.
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I'll ask him.
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she wants to escape it, so— ]
Don't forget the part about cake.
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Will I see you tonight?
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