[ maybe it's true that there isn't one. maybe she's the only jealous party here, who hears that he's felt something resembling desire for another and instantly feels threatened. maybe he isn't that insecure. ]
[ Consider Nikolai, a person who cannot help but put a hand on a hot stove. To know and pin all his discomfort on the nature of the place they find themselves, and not think too deeply on how much he would rather have something resembling monogamy between them.
But in this case, more information is needed to parse exactly what he should be feeling about this. ]
Oh, I'm fine. It was more startling than unwelcome. And now that I'm saying that I realize it sounds insane. I think there must be something about the bite that makes it so you don't think about the danger or the pain.
[ hahahahahaha gotta be right lmao it couldn't just be ... bc she's ... like that ... hahahaha very funny and normal post-festival conversations while she feels Weird about the shit that went on there. ]
It's not impossible. But I think we'd have as difficult a time studying it as we would any other person's monster. This isn't an invitation for you to volunteer anything. I'm thinking aloud.
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[ Between them, Nikolai suspects he is not the one likely to change his mind. ]
Eager to have our turn before he runs out of ink.
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He owes me one.
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He bit me.
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[ Consider Nikolai, a person who cannot help but put a hand on a hot stove. To know and pin all his discomfort on the nature of the place they find themselves, and not think too deeply on how much he would rather have something resembling monogamy between them.
But in this case, more information is needed to parse exactly what he should be feeling about this. ]
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Are you alright?
(cw: idk man self kinkshaming ig)
And now that I'm saying that I realize it sounds insane.
I think there must be something about the bite that makes it so you don't think about the danger or the pain.
[ hahahahahaha gotta be right lmao it couldn't just be ... bc she's ... like that ... hahahaha very funny and normal post-festival conversations while she feels Weird about the shit that went on there. ]
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This isn't an invitation for you to volunteer anything. I'm thinking aloud.
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But I did tell him to reach out to me if the blood gets to him.
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But as a monster, he seemed to crave it.
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I'd like to see his notes.
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[ ... well, hey. ]
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My curiosity aside, tell me when you've made our arrangements with Eddie. I'll make myself available.